demolition

This was the date i signed up for buzznet.  03/27/2006.
Little bit late, but what ever. I can't believe its been so long, 3 years! 3 amazing years. Probably also the best three years in my life, i've changed a lot, but to the better (i hope). Just kinda want to thank buzznet for everything, the friends! <33

Buzznet <3

FLYLEAF

Flyleaf is an American alternative rock band that formed in the Belton^[1] and Temple, Texasregions in 2000. They performed around the United States in 2003 until releasing their eponymous debut album, Flyleaf, in 2005. The band won an online poll on yahoo.com and was named Yahoo!'s Who's Next band of the month in March 2006 and they were named MTV's artist of the week on December 24, 2007.

.... What first made my listen to them was just the reason my best friend used to love them, so i downloaded some songs. And yes i fell in love with it. It’s just amazing, and i love Lacey voice, its so much power & energy mixed with the feelings and movements while playing.

Cd/dvd you should hear: The flyleaf live cd/dvd including acoustic versons of Fully Alive, Red Sam, Cassie, I’m So Sick & All Around Me.  There are also three musicvideos included on the dvd..

BAND HISTORY

·         Early on Lacey Mosley started playing music with James Culpepper. Guitarists Jared Hartmann and Sameer Bhattacharya were later recruited. "Sameer and Jared are really experimental with melodies and pedals, and we all had different influences that were all blending together with the same passionate and hopeful heart, and that brought out this beautiful feeling. It was magical," said Mosley.Bassist Pat Seals joined in 2000 after leaving his previous band The Grove.

CHRISTIAN FAITH.

·         All five members of the band are of the Christian faith. This faith influences their music, but lead singer Lacey Mosley doesn't necessarily believe that makes Flyleaf strictly a Christian band. "We all share the same faith. And so when we deal with the whole 'Christian band thing,' we kind of think about something P.O.D. says, like, 'If you're a Christian, it affects everything in your life. So if you're a plumber, does that make you a Christian plumber?' "

·         Mosley said. "I don't know the answer. We're a band, it's part of who we are, so it comes out in our music, and it's the fuel for what we do. And finding faith saved my life. So I'm not ashamed of it at all. And most of our album reflects that."

·         The band's music has received mainstream and Christian success. For example, the song I'm So Sick appears on Rock Band, a currently popular game involving guitar and drum controllers as well as a microphone. Perfect appears on Guitar Praise, a Christian video game using a guitar controller as seen in the Guitar Hero and Rock Band games.

BANDMEMBERS.

• Lacey Mosley – lead vocals
• Sameer Bhattacharya – guitar
• Jared Hartmann – guitar
• Pat Seals – bass
• James Culpepper – drummer

 

 

I will try to write at least one new journal every week about some new band/artist I’ve discovered or just a band I like very much at the moment. And then maybe even some songs I recommend you to hear.  So I’m just gonna start with this week. Week 39 I guess.  And this weeks band is AVENGED SEVENFOLD!

SOME FACTS ABOUT THE BAND.

·         Avenged Sevenfold (A7X) is an American rock band from Huntington Beach, California. They have achieved mainstream success with the 2005 album City of Evil, which spawned singles such as "Bat Country", "Beast and the Harlot" and "Seize the Day". The band's success followed with their self-titled album, Avenged Sevenfold with singles such as "Almost Easy", "Afterlife", "Dear God" and most recently "Scream".

·         Record you must hear: Live in the LBC & Diamonds in the rough!!

It’s just simply fantastic, I love it. It’s pretty new, it got out September 16^th I think. Live in the LBC is from a live concert (taste of chaos) filmed april 20^th this year. It’s also small clips from 10/15 minutes before going on stage on about 30 concerts, which might also be very fun [including A7X in the Jacuzzi, Syn&Zacky on cam feeling a little bit weird, M Shadows In the shower and so much more] When talking about Diamonds in the rough, it contains many new songs but also Almost Easy, Afterlife [alternate version], and a cover of Pantera’s walk. Absolutely recommended, I would’ve given it 5 out of 6.

·         “The Deathbat” The band sports a logo known as the "Deathbat". It was originally designed by an artistic high school friend of Avenged Sevenfold, Micah Montague, as seen on the bands first DVD, All Excess, though Cameron Rackam has done many more pieces for the bands albums. the Deathbat has appeared on all of the band's album covers (save the cover of their first full-length, "Sounding the Seventh Trumpet", on which the logo was shown on the CD itself, not the cover of the album), as well as the covers of a number of singles such as "Bat Country" and "Critical Acclaim."

Genre

·         Avenged Sevenfold's material ranges across many genres, often leaving the concept of genres altogether (especially in their most recent album). For example, Avenged Sevenfold's debut Sounding the Seventh Trumpet consisted almost entirely of a metalcore or post-hardcore sound, however consisted of several deviations to these genres, most notably in "Streets" which adopts a punk style, and "Warmness on the Soul", which consists of mainly piano, and could be considered soft rock. Avenged Sevenfold's self-titled album, again, consists of several deviations to less consistent genres and styles from the album's main hard rock and heavy metal songs, most notably in "Dear God", which adopts a country style, and "A Little Piece of Heaven", which includes elements of Broadway show tunes, using primarily brass instruments and stringed orchestra to take over most of the role of the lead and rhythm guitar. The band has, changed considerably since its first album, which was characterized as very heavy, to being more of a hard rock type band.

·         They are highly credited for bringing the traditional hard rock/heavy metal sound (that bands like Guns N' Roses and Metallica created) back to the public eye.

MEMBERS AT THIS MOMENT.

• M. Shadows - lead vocals (1999–present) [Matthew Charles Sanders, July 31, 1981]
• Synyster Gates - lead guitar, keyboards, backing vocals (2000–present) [Brian Elwin Haner, Jr. , July 7, 1981]
• Zacky Vengeance - rhythm guitar, piano, backing vocals (1999–present) [Zachary James Baker, December 11, 1981]
• Johnny Christ - bass (2002 - present) [Jonathan Lewis Seward, November 18, 1984]
• The Reverend Tholomew Plague (the Rev)- drums, percussion, backing vocals (1999–present) [James 'Jimmy' Owen Sullivan, February 10, 1981]

Just a quote by Miki, while he was changing xD, haha.. And btw it was me (bookshelf ) and Maria (mthows1) that was hiding :D (A)

"Why are someone hiding under my bed and in my bookshelf while I'm changing? Pervs!" - Miki <3

 

awww. I'm gonna miss that conversation :) it was lots of fun :D <3

Are you thinking of him?
The world is ugly,

And you wanted me to go.
I just wanted you to know

That the world is ugly,
But you're beautiful to me.
Are you thinking of me?
Are you thinking of him?

You can say I told you so
If you wanted me to go.

I just wanted you to know
That the world is ugly,
But you're beautiful to me.

Are you thinking of me?
Are you thinking of him?

You can say I told you so
If you wanted me to go.

I just wanted you to know.

The world is ugly,
But you're beautiful to me.
Are you thinking of me?

Can we both be ugly?
Are you thinking I'm the one?
We could fight it to the end.
I just wanna hold your hand.

And you're probably just too good.
I just wanted you to know.

Eye color: Deep blue? :)

Hair color: Blond (dark blond)

Height: about 5"4.  165 cm

Right or left handed: Right

Nicknames: i used to have a few, but not anymore? i suppose

Favorite food: no idea.. salmon/taco. have no clue.

Number of piercings: two -____- in my ears. hopefully my parents will let me get snakebites :D

Any tattoos: No.

Favorite clothing brand: H&M (Divided)

Favorite scent:  no idea :O

Favorite book:  no clue.. loved the biography "something incredible this way goes"

The best film of all time is: dunno. [nightmare before christmas & corpse bride is genious though :D]

Favorite music genre: rock and that kinda stuff ^^

The greatest band/musician in the world (or in the next) is: My Chemical Romance

Favourite drink: water

Favourite season:  no clue.

Tea or coffee: none!

Silver or gold: Silver

Weaknesses: probably alot, dunno?

Strengths:  Idk

Fears: i don't know :O :O :O

Pet peeves: Don't know

When I'm sad or down, I:  will be in my bedroom, probably close or lock the door. and then LOUD music :D :D

Do you sing: yes, but not in public XD lol. just alone in my room. with loud music, so no one hears me. IM TONEDEAF

If you could have our dream career, what would it be?: Photographer, sound woman ^^, graphic designer.

What makes you happy: Music, my REAL friends (Estaschia, Kristine, Rachel, Maria, Catharina and more)

First thought when you wake up:  WANNA SLEEP.

Do you get motion sickness: no?

Do you like thunderstorms: yes. FUN :D

Dream vacation: no clue at all.   but here are some:   USA, England, Hawaii, China, Japan, Spain, Singapore. Australia. I really can't choose.

Do you have a crush on anyone: don't think so, at least none that live here. -____-

I'm addicted to...: MUSIC

What's your phones ringtone: The Ghost Of You.

What can't you live without: my Buzznet friends :D <33, MUSIC, my camera. and more.

From a Singapore magazine.

NEVER JUDGE

I look at you
scanning you from top to toe.
You don't have pretty eyes,
and your nose is too big.

You're a little fat,
and i have a problem with
finding anything positive
about you.

And just when i'm looking
you also have a very bad taste
of clothes and fasion.
But i guess you don't care.

You never care.
Not about your friends,
and especially not about your family.
What's wrong with you?

Is there any sense in your head?
Are you always this stupid?
Why do you always have to judge people,
when you don't even know them.

It's just not fair.

Just try to be like me,
I never judge others.
To me people can wear whatever they want,
and listen to what they want.

Why do you care?
Just stop judging.

You're so stupid.

 

© Demolition // Linda

Opening Credits:

Early Sunsets Over Monroeville.

First Day Of School:

The Nightmare Before Christmas - This Is Halloween.

Falling In Love:

Panic! At The Disco - Build God, Then We'll Talk.

Fight Song:

American Head Charge - Just So You Know.

Breaking Up:

Billy Talent - This Suffering.

Prom:

Jack's Mannequin - La La Lie.

Life's Ok:

Motion City Soundtrack - Feel Like Rain.

Mental Breakdown:

My Chemical Romance - Helena.

Driving:

Kill Hannah - Unwanted.

Flashback:

Green Day - Time Of Your Life.

Getting Back Together:

My Chemical Romance - Honey, This Mirror Isn't Big Enough For The Two Of Us.

Birth Of A Child:

Every Time I Die - Kill The Music.

Wedding:

Led Zeppelin - Stairway To Heaven.

Final Battle:

Billy Talent - Pins & Needles.

Death Scene:

Skillet - Say Goodbye.

Funeral Song:

My Chemical Romance - Mama.

End Credits:

My Chemical Romance - Sleep.

I’m sitting here alone
in the dark with a lie
I’m thinking of something bad
in my hand holding a tie

what is the point of laughing
what is the point to care
I’m so tired of living
I’m so sick of beeing here

never ever will I cry
I will hide my little lie
that I don’t want to live more
that all I want is to die

I put the tie around my neck
I’m ready to let go
but then I stop up and think
my friends, I love them so

they are the point of laughing
they are the point of care
they are a reason of living
and a reason of beeing here

and then I cry..

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Funniest mcr interview:

 

Okay guys these are some tough questions you up for it?
Gerard: Go for it
Frank: Shoot
_SKITTLES OR M&MS?_

Mikey: SKITTLES!!!!!!!!!!!FUCK YES SKITTLES!!!!
Gerard: wow uh, yeah have to agree with Mikey on that. Skittles all the way.
Frank: I prefer sweet stuff over chocolate anytime.
Ray: Dude no way M&M's are way better
Frank: But they all taste the same!!!! Put some variety in your life man!!!!
Bob: Gummy bears
Gerard: Dumbass that wasn't one of the choices
Bob: ...oh well it is now.
Just so you know I didn't come up with this one: Which would you rather do impregnate a cow or eat road kill squirrel?
Frank: Are there any alternate answers?
Gerard: I'd rather eat road kill anything than get near a cow.
Mikey: he hates cows. But seriously eating a road kill squirrel? That would be just plain weird. And disgusting.
Gerard: Cows smell like shit.
Frank: How about neither
Ray: C'mon Frankie you know you wanna fuck a cow or two
Frank: WHAT!!!! THAT'S PLAIN WRONG!!!
Bob: Dude impregnating a cow just means you stick-
Mikey: EEEEWWWW!!!!!KEEP IT PG-13!!!PG-13!!!!!
So what's the meanest thing your band mates have ever done to you while on tour?
Ray: Don't even get me started the list could go on for hours.
Gerard: Come on. You know we pick on Mikey more than anyone
Frank: We've all had our days.
Gerard: you guys fucked up my samich and let me eat it.
I always thought it was sandwich??
Gerard: When I was little I would say samich and it just kind of stuck.
Bob: tell Them what we did to the sandwich!!!
Mikey: Oh God NOOO!!!!!
Gerard: I was making a tuna and whip cream samich and I left for a second to go check on something. When I came back my samich was no longer whip cream and tuna it was a Mikey's cum and tuna samich. It was so fucking disgusting. I swear I'll get you back for that.
Mikey: Yeah and you did. I remember this one time when you and Frankie zipped me up in a sleeping bag and dumped my in the pool at that one Sheraton hotel because I wouldn't go up to that creepy floor with you guys.
What was so creepy about it?
Gerard: There was this fucking psycho Satanists cult up there and Mikey was scared shitless.
Ray: those guys were so cool!
Frank: there was this one guy who was chasing us around the floor they were on and shouting at us in latin. Or I think it was latin. We really pissed them off. I guess he was trying to curse us or something.
Do you guys believe in that kind of thing?
Gerard: well we've had a few incidents with a Ouijia board and we're all very superstitious.
Frank: don't go walking under ladders.
Okay new subject.Boxers briefs man thong or commando.
Mikey: (laughing so hard he fell off the chair)
Frank: MAN THONGS ALL THE WAY!!!!
Gerard: FUCK YEAH!!!!!
Ray: boxers for me thanks
Bob: No comment
Mikey: AHHH he's commando aren't you?
Bob: like I said no comment.
Gerard:GROSS!!!!!I AM NOT SITTING NEXT TO YOU ANYMORE!!!!!
_OK,WHAT DO YOU REALLY DO IN THE SHOWER?_
Gerard: Well I take long hot pleasurable showers, and I touch and scrub my whole entire body.
Mikey: Ewwwww
Ray: Oh Mikey you've thought about that before
Mikey: Eeeeewwwww NO!
Gerard: Dont deny it!
Mikey: Shut up back to the question.
Gerard: That is part of the question.
Frank: you guys are fucked up.
Ray: Hey Mikey, don't you take toasters in the bath?
Gerard: YES he does!
Mikey: Well not anymore, every once in a while I do like to watch T.V. in the bath but I guess it's not a safe thing to do!
Frank: Your are such a dumbass!
_OKAY THIS ONES FOR FRANKIE. HAVE YOU EVER THOUGHT ABOUT ONE OF YOUR BAND
MATES IN A SEXUAL WAY? IF SO, WHO?_
Frank: Yes actually. But it was nothing too dirty or anything. I just,-there was this one pair of pants Gerard had that really showed off his ass and uh...package.
Gerard: Yeah everyone knows I'm sexy
-Definitely Gerard. Anyway one of your fans wanted to know how far you've gotten with Bert
Gerard: Okay, I haven't fucked him, haven't sucked him or vice-versa. Well i nearly did, but I have seen him naked.
Frank: I think Bob and Ray left us.
Mikey: Wussies can't handle the sex talk
Gerard: You're one to be talking.
Mikey: FUCK YOU!
Gerard: FUCK YOURSELF!
Mikey: GO FUCK A COW!
Gerard: GO FUCK A TOASTER AND TURN IT ON!
Mikey: GO FUCK YOUR MOM!
Gerard: SHE'S YOUR MOM TOO DUMBASS!!!!
-Okay, on behalf of MTV America, we’d like to thank you My Chemical Romance and good luck in the future.
Frank: and On behalf of all the rest of MCR and myself, WE'LL SEE YA AT THE SHOW!
Gerard: GO FUCK A WHALE!!!!
Mikey: HOW MANY TIMES DO I HAVE TO SAY THAT I'M NOT INTERESTED IN YOU LIKE THAT GERARD!!!

Hey guys. I found this interview of Gerard Way of My Chemical Romance.
And i wrote most of it down. I'm very sorry for all the misspellings
in the text. But i was a little unsure, on how to write some of these words.
There might be some mistakes in other ways too.                                                                                And just so you know, i've posted the interview, so go check it out. 

In April 2007, Tampa Bay's New Rock Alternative, 97X
gave listeners the opportunity ti ask Gerard Way
of My Chemical Romance anything...
News of this unique opportunity spread overt the internet...
At the end of four days, 97X had recived thosands of emails...
Not only from the Tampa Bay area...
But from all over the world...
And on April 19th, Gerard answered YOUR questions...

Shark: Hey what's up everybody. We're at the top of
St Pete. Times for My Chemical Romance tonight.
In town Gerard how are you my friend?
Gerard: hey i'm good. how are you doing Shark?
Shark: I'm good man, i haven't seen you on two or three
months. What have you been doing since you played at
Next speekning Seven?
Gerard: right right.
Shark: so you've been over seas and touring like a mad man.
Gerard: We haven't stopped yes. We did those radio shows,
and we were on for christmas, and then we were right back in Japan,
Australia, New Zealand back to the US, hitted Europe.
And came back here.
Shark: Cool.

How does it make you feel when fans say
My Chemical Romance saved my life?
-Uhm ya it's an extreamly flattering thing to hear.
It's always very nice to hear. I mean we got a band that really helps our selves
mentally.And to make a difference in the world, and the music.
And it's very nice to hear that. We're just glad to be able to provise
and to help people. Like a sensive hope or sensive help. So it feels great.

Who would win in a fight
Dr phil or Oprah?
-Oprah

What is the significance of the gold band you've
been wearing on your left hand?
-Uhm. the significance of it is, uhm i found someone very special
and that's about what i'm talking about.
That's about how much i gonna say about that.

What's your favorite cover song to perform?
-Oh you know we haven't played it ever.
We i have never covered it, but i wanna cover it.
Fortunate sun by Crints. I've always wanted to cover that.

Will the tragedy at Virginia Tech affect the release of Teenagers
as your next single?
-That's a very good question. ehm It actually makes it more
important to release that song.It actually wasn't neith the
question, really never even came up. That something, teen violence
pri is the one, next to death. The one subject
on The black parade that we tackle head on, that's a current
rellewant problem. That's dirrectly what Teenagers is about.
So uhm. I think right now that song has to be, put out
in a lot of ways. I think we'll find ourselves more involled
in someway with teenage violence. We're figuring out
how, now to do that.

I you were a Care Bear, what symbol would be on your
stomach?
-Probably a Raincloud.

What's your shoe size?
-Nine and a half.

If you could relive one day if your life,
what day would it be?
-Relive one day in my life.
That's a really touch one. The day my dad took me to see
the return to the Yed eye. I think i was six or something.
And that was, the best memory i have with me and dad
when i was a kid.

Bob, Frank, Mikey and Ray are hanging on a cliff.
You only have time to save one. Who do you save?
-I'd jump too.
Shark: Hey, you know what?
I'd knew you would say that.
Gerard: You knew i was going to say that.
I'd jump too.

What's your favorite book?
What are you reading now?
-My favorite book is Catcher in the Rye, Return of the Jedi.
That's a book that i kinda got to discover
on my own at art school, Cause they never let me read
it at high school, which is pay better cause
i got to find it on my own.
Uhm it's you know the main character is really disconnected
so i felt really connected with that, and right now
i'm reading this book called hartship from hell.
I heard a rumour that it's Stephen King's son.
But he's not trying to use his dad's name to get bigger
hart writer. But the book is amazing.
Shark: What is it again?
Gerard: A hart shape box.
It's like about a aging rock star who buys a ghost at the internet.
And it's really kinda scary. So it's cool.

What's the most Embarrassing song on your iPod?
-Anything by Tatoo, which does exist at my iPod.

What question do you never want to be asked again?
-Probably anything do with my hair.
So i think i'm actually gonna stop messing with it.
You know i get it, i mess with it, people ask about it.
But i, i think i gonna stop messing with it.
Cause then i don't have to answer questions
about it.

Shark: Awsome. Thank you man. I just wanna ask you to do one more
thing.
Gerard: Yes.
Shark: We got this one today. This is the amazing box
from the black parade. What we gonna do is to kinda
prove the littillety in this. We gonna have you
signing this right now. And we gonna make this
avable to giving away to a special fan on 97X online.
Awsome. Thank you so much.
Gerard: Thanks alot shark.
Shark: Again Live at the top of the forum,
here in Tampa Bay. Gerard From My Chemical Romance.

Where are you?
I've been looking for you
in a long time.
What do you look like?
I can emagine your very pretty.
How old are you?
If you're two years older than me,
that would be perfect.
Do you have any mistakes?
I don't even want a single.
Are you talented?
You better be.
Are you perfect?
If you're i want you to be mine,
only mine.

Don't move on.
Come back to me instead,
You're the only one for me.
Come back,
i need you in my life,
Come back,
my life is empty without you.
Come back,
You're my hero in life,
and you will always be.
Don't move on,
Stay with me.

PAIN

Don't say goodbye, cause i never want you to say those words.

We both know our love will never end, but you still tried to forget me.

I can't handle more pain, even though i would rather feel pain that nothing at all. It hurts that mutch.

LOVE HURTS.

Things are changing it seemeds like a stranger.              

I want my old life back, i never did anything to deserve this. I just tried to give you my love and say i love you.

IT DIDN'T WORK.

Hate is a strong word, and i would never hurt you by calling you anything like that. I really just miss you, cause we both know, you love me and i love you. Nothing or no one can ever stop us from beeing together.

NOTHING.

The last months have been hard, wrilley hard.

Because i've spent them without you, just thinking and wondering about how i can get you back. It's been a half year now, since you left.  You wanted to be a real rock star, and i was trying to tell you that i could help you doing that. But you just runned away with some older guys.

YOU

You were all i ever cared about, and i thought i wouldn't miss you for anything, but that was exacly what i did.

LOST YOU.

I think you left with those guys to be popular, before you left i found some drugs in your locker at school. You also drank a lot the last time. And i was really sorry for that, i tried to stop you but then you just took one more step to hell. I know that if you keep one moving in this speed, you'll be dead before anyone will see you become famous. I thought that was your big dream, to become Famous. But i guess it wasn't. You just needed more action, more danger.

LAST TIME.

I'm affraid i'll never see you again, but i don't know if i can live with that. I just ask you, one more time, one last time.  Come back to me, and you'll save my life. I really need you.

PLEASE.

What would you say if i died?

Would you miss me?

What would you do if i dissapeard?

Would you look for me?

What would you say if i left you?

Would you ask me to come back?

What would you say if i was unfaithful?

Would you cry? regret?

 

written by Linda (demolition)

I'm an arms dealer,
and i don't care what you think.
I talk with weapons instead of words.
I'm a leading man,
and i never really care which of the others who wins.
I always lie,
And i wrote the gospel of giving up.

You look so pretty amazing.
Just think of all the boys, the boys the dance floor didn't love,
and all the girls, which had lips that couldn't move fast enough.
But you're different,
so i'll just tell you to sing,
sing until your lungs give out.
I'll beg you to show them all that your so mutch better,
that you always will be the best.
I'll always be in the back room, waiting.
No matter what happens, sometimes it's pretty boring there,
but i'll handle it,
and i'll do it for you.
Don't you dare forgetting about me,
don't even pretend like.

Let the good time roll,
in case god doesn't show that.
I'm just a liner away,
away from getting you into the same mood.

I've been looking forward to the future,
But that was before i looked at the crystal ball.
I think my eyesight is going bad,
if not my future is very cloudy.
Everything exept of what happend in the past is cloudy.
I think that is a bad sign.

I remembered all the one nights stand i once had,
in all the different hotel rooms.
I'm asking all the girls to forget all about me,
get me out of their mind,
and to forget the way they got me out of my clothes.
I wanna try that one night,
just one last time.

My dark future means no more parties,
No more crashing like hips or hearts.
It means, no more fun.
But i can live with that,
If i only have you.

Thanks for all the memories we shared,
even though all of them wasn't worth remember.
I will always remember,
and you still taste like your the only sweeter.

Wouldn't you rather be unhappy than getting a divorce?
You're now styling your wake for fashion magazines.
Don't pretend like everything is alright.
Cause i know it's not.
Unhappy or Divorce?
It doesn't matter to me,
It's all your choice,
Baby, seasons change but people don't.
It's TRUE.

I'm walking in the desert, feeling life will never end.
It's early day, and the sunset are soon
coming over the town of monroeville.
I can see the house of wolves,
and the marching men and mother war behind me.
they're trying to catch me,
trying to give me two shots in the back of my head.
I could feel the pain through my body, even before the shoot.
I'm trying to forget the pain by dancing alone the tune of my death.
I wanna love again, laught again.
But i guess it's better of this way.

I just wanna live one more night,
one more night.
I'm laughing, crying, and laughing.
Still trying to forgive you,
Cause i tried, but you lied
and i'm sorry but your dead now.
We were the demolition lovers,
didn't care about others than ourselves.
We trusted eachother,
and we would end the days together,
In a hail of bullets, in a pool of blood.
I never got to tell you how mutch you ment to me.
And because of your death,
i don't love you, like i loved you yesturday.
I loved you more yesturday, so mutch more.

My cellmate in jail was a killer.
But nobody cared if i was loosing myself.
But am i losing myself?

My father gave my drowning lessons,
and always told me that the drugs never worked.
He told me that anyone could sleep with a gun,
That he would always keep an eye on me,
and that others could watch everything i did,
every step i took.
My dad always gave me a smirk,

My brother told me to go to a Fashion Statement,
but i knew that it wasn't about Fasion.
I knew that if i did go to the Fasion Statement,
it would be the same as asking for a Deathwish.
And if i didn't die because of the Fasion Statement,
The Jetset Life would Kill me.
And that would be the way i disappeard.
When hr told me that, i just told him what they do
to guys like him in prison.
When he heard that he looked madly at me,
and said: I will keep on doing this untill the end,
untill the vampires hurt you.

But anyway i just miss my mom.

All i ever wanted was to live a life in peace,
a life alone with my demolition lover.
I wish you never hurt me, but in a way
the day you disappear was the best day ever,
in the other was it was really sad.
Cause in my heart i loved you,
no matter what you said, and no matter
how embarrassing it was to admit that to you.
You was my lady of sorrows.
And i just know that my way home is through you,
but i can't go home anymore, not before you come back.
When you was alive you told me that if i wanted
to go home i had to kill all my friends,
but i don't care because i think they never liked you anyway.

You always knew what i wanted for christmas.
You knew that i never cared about the presents
underneth the Christmas tree,
that it was only two thing i needed, and that was you
and some pease on earth.
I used to love the snow, but now i don't ever wish for it.
Before i always stayed awake so i could hear the magic reindeers play.
But i guess i just have to wait underneath the misteltoe,
just have to wait for you.
Even if i die, i will wait for you.
Cause nothing scares my anymore.
You teached me how to be fearless,
but why should i now?
It's nothing more to live for.

My biggest dream and goal for life
was to marry you,
but now i know that i will never marry.
Cause if i can't marry you i wouldn't marry anyone.
I JUST MISS YOU.

I love you honey, Now you’re not in pain to be,
You are now somewere safe and free.
I love you And I miss you!
I am all alone, No one seems to care. I am alone, This isnt fair.
I am all alone, Filled with hate. I am alone, This is my fate.
I am alone, And ready to die. I am alone, Would you even cry?